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Title-On My Own
Pairing- Ohmiya
Rating- G
Genre- AU, Songfic
Word Length- 1,148
Disclaimer- Totally fictional :)
Summary- At night, Ohno walks the street, waiting for the one he loves to appear.
Note- A short fic I finished in about an hour or two. It's the first Arashi fic I've posted. Comments = <3

The sun was setting, casting long shadows on the ground. The sky was turning a light pink and orange, and the coming darkness could be seen in the horizon. Far off grey clouds were rolling in- rain was also on its way. I walk toward the genkan and slip into my shoes. I grab an umbrella and walk out the door.

Soon enough the sky is dark, the only light coming from the street lights above. I am the only one on the streets, everyone else inside their homes, getting ready for bed. The sky gives a little rumble, and I feel light drops of rain start to fall. I open the umbrella and continue walking. Rain is nothing.

I continue down the path, past the shops and buildings, away from the city. The street turns into stone, and I can hear the river running. The rain makes everything shine. The river even seems to sparkle. I look up, and the stars are shining so brightly I can seem them through the dark clouds. The world seems to come alive.

Suddenly, a hand slips into mine. I don’t even need to look to know who it is. The hand is warm and soft. I can’t help but let a smile slip onto my face.

“Oh-chan,” he says. “Always in the rain! We’ll get sick this way!”

“But we’re alone together this way.” I say, turning to look at him. Nino couldn’t look any better. His dark hair is soaked, sticking to his forehead, cheeks, and neck. His smile is a small smirk that always makes my heart skip a beat. His eyes are soft, though, as he looks at me with the same longing I have been feelings all this time.

“I guess that makes it okay.” He tries to sound annoyed, but I can hear in his voice that he’s happy about it. Rain or not, as long as we’re together, we don’t care. We continue walking on, further down the path toward the shimmering river.

We sit on a long-forgotten bench set up right on the bank. I discard the umbrella, useless now. Nino reaches over and hooks his arm around my waist, holding me close, allowing me to rest my head on his shoulder. For the night, Nino has discarded his bratty self for one that is unbelievably loving, caring, and soft. Others wouldn’t even recognize him this way. But we have no time to waste on joking or arguing. The night only lasts so long.

“I wish we could see each other during the day,” I mumble against him. I know it’s impossible, and it tears at my chest. These few hours are hardly enough to satisfy my yearning for him. A deep frown forms on Nino’s face, his eyes downcast. It hurts him too.

“I wish we could too.” His voice was strained, full of pain. “But at least we can see each other now. With no interruptions. Who’s going to come all the way out here? In the rain? We have time others waste sleeping. And besides, I like the way the moonlight looks on you. You glow.”

My face heats up at his compliment. Nino is a person prone to poking fun at others, jabbing them with their embarrassing moments. But when he says something so nice, so sincerely, he is irresistible.  Nino is two different people in the day and during the night, so different it’s hard to imagine its all one person.

I put a hand on his face and pull him down until our lips touch. His free hand finds its way into my hair as he separates our lips to deepen the kiss. The chill that the rain brought was gone, replaced by a heat only Nino could provide. I couldn’t remember the last time I felt his lips against mine, or his hand finding its way up my shirt to touch my skin. It’s been too long. Our bodies are pressed together, chest to chest, so close I can feel his heart beating fast. He wants this just as much as I do.

It’s impossible for us to be together. We both know that. There are too many barriers in the way. But these few hours we are together is the happiest time in my life. Even if it were only for a few moments, it makes living so much more worth it. “I love you, Nino.” I tell him, our lips still so close they’re touching. Nino’s arms tighten around me as his head drops to my shoulder. He wants to say it too. The words are on the tip of his tongue and I can feel them every time we kiss. But he never lets them out. Those words are too painful for him to say because he can’t love me properly, the way a real boyfriend can.

“Let’s keep walking.” Nino says quietly, standing up and pulling me by the hand with him. I hold onto his waist as we walk, keeping him as close as possible, afraid that if there was any distance between us, he would be gone. The night wore on without so many words, just the contact between us saying everything we need to say.

The sky was clearing. The rain stopped. The darkness was fading. Nino’s arm disappeared from my back, his warmth gives way to the early morning chill, and my arm falls to my side with nothing to hold on to. The ground stops shining. The stars go dull. Though the sun starts to rise, the world fails to brighten in my eyes like it had in the night.

The city appears again, apartments and shops lining the street. In front of me, two people step out into the morning light, and I see Nino, hand in hand with a young women, coming down the step of her apartment. They reach the bottom and turn to each other, still holding hands. They are smiling. My heart aches as Nino leans forward to give his girlfriend a kiss.

Morning came, and the dream ended. It’s always just a dream. Nino never knows of the conversations we have, has never heard how many times I tell him that I love him, because my words reach no one’s ears but my own.  It has always been pretend. Always a dream. Nino lives in a different world, a world of happiness and love, a world that does not include me. His world is so far from mine I could never reach it.  Only at night are we in the same, when my mind brings him to me and I can experience his happiness. But it only lasts so long.

I turn down the street, away from Nino and the heartache. I walk toward my home to wait for night to fall again and for the dream to take me back.




A/N: I haven't finished an Arashi fic since 2009, and this is the first Arashi fic I've ever posted. For some reason, Arashi fics are hard for me to write, though I've tried many times over the years. That made writing this a bit of a challenge, but it was fun.

Date: 2014-01-16 02:49 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] atenea005.livejournal.com
poor Ohno! :( everything is a dream, poor Ohno!! :(

oh seriously It's ok, sad but Ok, thank you for sharing!

Date: 2014-01-16 04:54 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] te-chan01.livejournal.com
Thank you very much for reading!

Date: 2014-01-16 03:17 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] diahlee486.livejournal.com
This is.. so heart breaking 💔

Date: 2014-01-16 04:59 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] te-chan01.livejournal.com
Thank you very much for reading~

Date: 2014-01-18 05:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] peter-pan79.livejournal.com
Hi there
just want to tell you that
i love your fic
the way you tell the story i like it
that's make me smile
by the way im Arashi (Ohmiya) and Kanjani8 (Yasuba-Ohyass) fan
waiting for your work ne
ganbare!!

Date: 2014-01-20 05:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] te-chan01.livejournal.com
Thank you very much for your comment,
I'm glad you liked it, and am glad to hear you like those groups/pairings as well!
Again, thank you~

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